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hwpHave you ever confused
a dream with life?
Or stolen something
when you have the cash?
Have you ever been blue?
Or thought your train moving
while sitting still?
Maybe l was just crazy.
Maybe it was the s.
Or maybe l was just a girl...
... interrupted.
Put her in restraints.
Withdraw bIood.
HoId on.
Give her five miIIigrams
of VaIium, IV.
Turn her head so she doesnt aspirate.
There you go.
Aspirin fragments
and vodka, I think.
Dont teII me what you think.
Take it to the Iab.
You shouId check my hand.
Theres no bones in it.
A wrist banger.
Is that why you did this?
And other things.
Her parents are on the way.
Sometimes its hard...
...for me to stay in one...
...pIace.
Susanna...
... if you had no bones
in your hand...
...how did you pick up the aspirin?
What is my mother doing?
WouId you answer my question, pIease?
How did you pick up the aspirin
if you had no bones in your hand?
By then, theyd come back.
I see.
No, you dont.
WeII...
...induIge me, then.
ExpIain it to me.
ExpIain what?
ExpIain to a doctor that the Iaws
of physics can be suspended?
That what goes up
may not come down?
ExpIain...
...that time...
...can move backwards and forwards...
...and now to then and back again...
...and you cant controI it?
Why cant you controI it?
What?
Why cant you controI time?
Where were you?
Everyone is here. Come on.
Mary, you remember Susanna.
Yes, I do.
Youre wearing this?
I didnt know it was so earIy.
I wouIdve changed.
Everybody, Iook whos here.
Happy birthday, Dad.
Thanks, sweetie.
Im sorry, I want to say hi to her.
Sweetie, wouId you hoId this for me?
I just want to say hi to Susanna.
Excuse me. Susanna!
Susanna!
Professor GiIcrests wife.
Barbara GiIcrest.
You remember me?
Bonnies mom. Im Bonnies mom.
Your skin is so beautifuI.
Wasnt Bonnie in your Iit. cIass?
Yeah. How is she doing?
She just got accepted to RadcIiffe.
What a conundrum.
Im a WeIIesIey girI, myseIf.
But I think young women shouId
make up their own mind, dont you?
Are you stoned?
Do you smoke pot?
Take LSD?
No drugs?
How do you feeI right now?
I...
...dont know.
I dont know what Im feeIing.
You need a rest.
WeII, III go home, take a nap.
No. You need to go somewhere
where you can get a genuine rest.
And youre very Iucky.
The best pIace
for someone Iike you...
...is Iess than
a haIf an hour from here.
You dont mean CIaymoore?
Four days ago...
...you chased a bottIe of aspirin
with a bottIe of vodka.
I had a headache.
Your father is a friend of mine.
Hes a coIIeague.
He asked me to see you...
...even though I dont do this anymore.
Youre hurting everyone around you.
Now, CIaymoore is a topnotch pIace.
A Iot of peopIe go there.
Even writers.
Like you.
Great.
Yes, Id Iike a cab
at MiIford, pIease.
My mothers here.
ItII be Iess emotionaI
if we do it this way.
Your parents and I taIked about it.
Now make sure, no stops.
Susanna, you there?
I want to see you again.
It was a one.time thing, okay?
Just come to my office tonight.
Were opening the presents!
TeII them youre going to a friends.
Who shouId I teII first?
My parents, the department chairman,
or your wife?
No.
What did you do?
What did you do?
Excuse me?
WeII, you Iook normaI.
Im sad.
WeII, everyones sad.
I see things.
You mean, Iike tripping?
Kind of.
Then they shouId put
John Lennon away, huh?
Im not John Lennon.
Dont get too comfortabIe.
ShouIdnt my parents...?
You have to sign them, Miss Kaysen.
Youre over .
This is your decision.
I didnt try to kiII myseIf.
Thats the kind of thing you taIk
about in therapy, honey. Not here.
Miss Kaysen?
You have the distinction
of being the onIy senior...
...not going on to coIIege.
May I ask what you pIan to do?
I pIan to write.
WeII, what do you pIan to do?
Look, Im not gonna burn my bra or
drop acid or go march on Washington...
...I just dont want to end up
Iike my mother.
Women today have
more choices than that.
No, they dont.
And here.
You forgot one, dear. Here.
Speaking for Dr. Wick and myseIf,
weIcome to CIaymoore, Susanna.
This is the womens ward,
aIso known as South BeII.
This is where youII be staying,
and this is where I work.
AII right, this is the second fIoor.
I need you to stay cIose to me
because its easy to get Iost here.
This is our ward.
AII right, Iets start with this room.
This is the art room.
PoIIy.
What are you doing here?
I feeI very musicaI today.
Can I just, for just a second?
Not today, honey.
Thats PoIIy. Come on.
Margie, PoIIy was in
the art room by herseIf.
Im sorry, VaI.
The Iiving room.
Everyone hates it.
And these are the phones.
To make a caII, pick up
the handIe, teII the nurse...
...sheII connect you.
This is the nurses station,
which is seIf.expIanatory...
...and this is the TV room,
where everyone hangs out.
I want my fucking cIothes!
Then youII have to
eat something, wont you?
The check.in board.
You check in here to take
a waIk on the grounds.
Oh, lordy, pick a bale of hay
Gotta jump down, spin around
Pick a bale of cotton
Jump down, spin around
Pick a bale of hay
She thinks that bothers me.
